Still Wishing Upon A Miracle

Slowly, our little buddy is being taken away. Our family is still wishing, hoping, praying something will change, and make our family member better. Rabb hasn't shown much progress, is any "betterment" is said, it doesn't make anything better, because he is completely un-okay.

It's heartbreaking. For the first time in a long time have I turned away from suffering. When I saw him this morning at the vet clinic, I watched in horror. Until I simply couldn't take it anymore, I couldn't do anything, I could have been torn into a thousand shreds then in there, and would have allowed myself to if I didn't have to go work. I walked away with a lump in my throat and tears in my eyes.

He's not quite "suffering" but is quite neurotic. I think morning will determine our decision. Please send good thoughts, vibes, prayers our way. We are wishing upon a miracle. We will not allow any of our animals suffer.



Thinking good thoughts~
Susie