It's heartbreaking. For the first time in a long time have I turned away from suffering. When I saw him this morning at the vet clinic, I watched in horror. Until I simply couldn't take it anymore, I couldn't do anything, I could have been torn into a thousand shreds then in there, and would have allowed myself to if I didn't have to go work. I walked away with a lump in my throat and tears in my eyes.
He's not quite "suffering" but is quite neurotic. I think morning will determine our decision. Please send good thoughts, vibes, prayers our way. We are wishing upon a miracle. We will not allow any of our animals suffer.
Thinking good thoughts~